7.7.11
Started my financial plan after revising on the old one.
There are a list of things that I have to achieve by the end of this year.
First and foremost,
moi's driving license.
2. Trips with my loves.
3. Insurance
4. Classes - either investment, CPA, dancing, or sth that can enhance myself.
5. Car : )
I need to make money out of money :)
Here comes the choices of making investment among the instruments.
*kaching*
Despite that i got quite a number of nice offer with bright future guaranteed*sorta*,
i don't think i will quit the current job.
Let's take 1year to review on the progress.
OH! my leave got rejected today,
simply bcuz the client asked to go over their place on Fri instead of tmr. :|
*cursed*
it's ok, it's peak season now, and it's gona over soon.
so, I wil just wait.
despite that i miss one lots. ♥
“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.”
--Corinthians ♥
There are a list of things that I have to achieve by the end of this year.
First and foremost,
moi's driving license.
2. Trips with my loves.
3. Insurance
4. Classes - either investment, CPA, dancing, or sth that can enhance myself.
5. Car : )
I need to make money out of money :)
Here comes the choices of making investment among the instruments.
*kaching*
Despite that i got quite a number of nice offer with bright future guaranteed*sorta*,
i don't think i will quit the current job.
Let's take 1year to review on the progress.
OH! my leave got rejected today,
simply bcuz the client asked to go over their place on Fri instead of tmr. :|
*cursed*
it's ok, it's peak season now, and it's gona over soon.
so, I wil just wait.
despite that i miss one lots. ♥
“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.”
--Corinthians ♥
27.6.11
Do you agree that Rainy day will just make your day even gloomier?
I have couple of deadlines. and I only have 24/7, just like everyone else.
I can't help but to bake cookies again, instead of rushing on deadlines.
Felt the urge of it.
and, it turns out. to be. EDIBLE :)
partially burnt. BUT edible.
No motivation to work. *day-dreaming*
I have couple of deadlines. and I only have 24/7, just like everyone else.
I can't help but to bake cookies again, instead of rushing on deadlines.
Felt the urge of it.
and, it turns out. to be. EDIBLE :)
partially burnt. BUT edible.
No motivation to work. *day-dreaming*
26.6.11
BAD DAY. :)
I JUST CANT DEAL WITH YOU, anymore.
it wasnt hard to deal with you ,but now, i just don give a damn anymore.
U tot it's cool and nothing,
But no, it sucks and it waste time.
*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*
I have been cursing ALOT recently,
only in peace proposal time.
I donwana talk to a wood,
who doesnt reply or reply with a childish attitude.
WTF.
aand i cant stand it no more.
went to watch chinese's forum.
and it was the part where they start to talk about sensei,
my heart! pain.
my mentor. :'(
I just can't make this forum an inspiring one!
I feel like, wana edit the script and contribute ideas.
But, u can't have two tigers in one mountain.
I had the sudden urge, to go chant.
and i went, to meeting room, just me chanting out loud by myself.
but, the moment i open my mouth and chant.
i cant hold it, :'(
kinda breakdown.
but, the whole process of chanting was great.
had some "small talks" with myself.
guess that's all about it.
it wasnt hard to deal with you ,but now, i just don give a damn anymore.
U tot it's cool and nothing,
But no, it sucks and it waste time.
*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*
I have been cursing ALOT recently,
only in peace proposal time.
I donwana talk to a wood,
who doesnt reply or reply with a childish attitude.
WTF.
aand i cant stand it no more.
went to watch chinese's forum.
and it was the part where they start to talk about sensei,
my heart! pain.
my mentor. :'(
I just can't make this forum an inspiring one!
I feel like, wana edit the script and contribute ideas.
But, u can't have two tigers in one mountain.
I had the sudden urge, to go chant.
and i went, to meeting room, just me chanting out loud by myself.
but, the moment i open my mouth and chant.
i cant hold it, :'(
kinda breakdown.
but, the whole process of chanting was great.
had some "small talks" with myself.
guess that's all about it.
23.6.11
Passion & Commitment.
It's the first time, that I do not feel contended after a meeting.
I have always love my Gakkai life.
doing activities, events for peace, education and culture.
moving along with mentor,
broaden view to the international scope.
last year was the best Gakkai Year.
Passion!!
Compassionate!
This year, the moment of here and now,
I need to get back up. find and recall to the passion.
Not encouraged by anyone,
But to stand up on my own.
Chant.
Prayers.
For everyone. :)
I have to focus for now,
I want commitment.
I get jealous so easily over small things.
I need to be confident.
Stay positive.
I am going to have a new day, with a new attitude tmr.
REAL ATTITUDE.
I have always love my Gakkai life.
doing activities, events for peace, education and culture.
moving along with mentor,
broaden view to the international scope.
last year was the best Gakkai Year.
Passion!!
Compassionate!
This year, the moment of here and now,
I need to get back up. find and recall to the passion.
Not encouraged by anyone,
But to stand up on my own.
Chant.
Prayers.
For everyone. :)
I have to focus for now,
I want commitment.
I get jealous so easily over small things.
I need to be confident.
Stay positive.
I am going to have a new day, with a new attitude tmr.
REAL ATTITUDE.
21.6.11
pain.
my heart aches like mad!!
pain!!
i tot it was just pressure from work.
but now, i am just too afraid.
of losing someone.
i guess i can't work/do rfp/do pp tonight.
just need to..hide under the blanket.
Nights peeps
*i fgt how to post vid in blogger.
David Choi - By My Side
pain!!
i tot it was just pressure from work.
but now, i am just too afraid.
of losing someone.
i guess i can't work/do rfp/do pp tonight.
just need to..hide under the blanket.
Nights peeps
*i fgt how to post vid in blogger.
David Choi - By My Side
14.6.11
13.6.11
it seems like i am back to blogging again.
it's a really tiring day.
physically, mentally, emotionally.
my ori plan for the day is to work whole day to get my pending stuff done.
audit is such a fun job, just like life.
If u can't get it right, take a break, and keep trying till you do.
but, ended up going for a walk at the curve.
exhausted. sleepy. headache.
Well, maid is back from Indonesia.
Everytime my maid come back from Indo, something is different about her.
She demand for a phone, demand for a pay rise, and
this time, SHE wants to wear tudung when we go out. :]
errrrr.......
HOW OFTEN do you see a maid with tudung and dressing SUPER NICE when they are out with the family? :]
She acts like a "xiao jie" and choosy and picky -_- wth.
She's super skinny that it looks like we are not giving food to her -_-
I used to like her very much.
she was really a helpful and understanding kakak.
but now, i think she's becoming demanding.
and one thing that i SUPER DISLIKE, is that my dad is treating her like WTH?!
Seriously, once her contract ends dis year, i shall PERSUADE mom to stop =_=
and mom shall work less too. since we are all working already.
it's a really tiring day.
physically, mentally, emotionally.
my ori plan for the day is to work whole day to get my pending stuff done.
audit is such a fun job, just like life.
If u can't get it right, take a break, and keep trying till you do.
but, ended up going for a walk at the curve.
exhausted. sleepy. headache.
Well, maid is back from Indonesia.
Everytime my maid come back from Indo, something is different about her.
She demand for a phone, demand for a pay rise, and
this time, SHE wants to wear tudung when we go out. :]
errrrr.......
HOW OFTEN do you see a maid with tudung and dressing SUPER NICE when they are out with the family? :]
She acts like a "xiao jie" and choosy and picky -_- wth.
She's super skinny that it looks like we are not giving food to her -_-
I used to like her very much.
she was really a helpful and understanding kakak.
but now, i think she's becoming demanding.
and one thing that i SUPER DISLIKE, is that my dad is treating her like WTH?!
Seriously, once her contract ends dis year, i shall PERSUADE mom to stop =_=
and mom shall work less too. since we are all working already.
10.6.11
fighting alone? no.
it's friday night. and i am at home. why? :)
i skip meetings.
thought going for badminton will refresh my mind.
infact, i am all worn out after it.
hungry, tired, disappointed. can you feeel the negative energy?
i guess it's because of the hunger.haha.
i know, i know the way to be strong again.
but i refuse to.
have i been mean to people? have i been too strict with them?
have i been not treating them well?
perhaps, i am too obsessed with work.
perhaps, i am on tight hands.
everyday, without fail, i go work, back home, take care babies, then go meeting, then arrange some paper work or peace proposal documents or prep meet materials. then sleep around 1 sth.
today, i hv decided to go for badminton with colleague and boss instead.
and the effect --> constant breakdown.
1st, i got so touched by chee hoo's volunteering to fetch us to kaikan, with the request of vincent, knowing the problem behind it. and my tears almost blurted out over the phone.i could have just take ktm. youth no?
and this leads to the following breakdown,
choy yee calling me and asking me about the preparation for next wed meeting.
i dono what to answer, or shall i say, i lose passion.
and she hear me, yes, she started asking how stressful am i...
and i cant hold it no more..
this IS embarrassing. haha.
second, thanks for kewei's call to have a talk with me.
tho it makes me even more angry -_- LOL!!!
i cant cry. if i fall, the others will too.
if i be negative, the others will too.
because we DO have a bond.
for the past, i may hav been disappointed and all, which discourage me to take action.
but no, whatever people is doing, we cant be discourage. we shall be the one who encourage ppl.
i came to realize this, because, i feel so alone in this group. i feel like i m not caring enough for my members, for everyone.
i shall start caring, and not blame on time. everyone's busy.
and it's always possible to make time. so, i shall make time for my members.
first time, i hav to breakdown so many times in a day.
my current schedule:
1) peace proposal forum
2) run for peace exhi
3) weekly meetings on wed
4) prep meets
5) work
6) cant think of one now.
comrades, are you ready?
let's look forward.
i skip meetings.
thought going for badminton will refresh my mind.
infact, i am all worn out after it.
hungry, tired, disappointed. can you feeel the negative energy?
i guess it's because of the hunger.haha.
i know, i know the way to be strong again.
but i refuse to.
have i been mean to people? have i been too strict with them?
have i been not treating them well?
perhaps, i am too obsessed with work.
perhaps, i am on tight hands.
everyday, without fail, i go work, back home, take care babies, then go meeting, then arrange some paper work or peace proposal documents or prep meet materials. then sleep around 1 sth.
today, i hv decided to go for badminton with colleague and boss instead.
and the effect --> constant breakdown.
1st, i got so touched by chee hoo's volunteering to fetch us to kaikan, with the request of vincent, knowing the problem behind it. and my tears almost blurted out over the phone.i could have just take ktm. youth no?
and this leads to the following breakdown,
choy yee calling me and asking me about the preparation for next wed meeting.
i dono what to answer, or shall i say, i lose passion.
and she hear me, yes, she started asking how stressful am i...
and i cant hold it no more..
this IS embarrassing. haha.
second, thanks for kewei's call to have a talk with me.
tho it makes me even more angry -_- LOL!!!
i cant cry. if i fall, the others will too.
if i be negative, the others will too.
because we DO have a bond.
for the past, i may hav been disappointed and all, which discourage me to take action.
but no, whatever people is doing, we cant be discourage. we shall be the one who encourage ppl.
i came to realize this, because, i feel so alone in this group. i feel like i m not caring enough for my members, for everyone.
i shall start caring, and not blame on time. everyone's busy.
and it's always possible to make time. so, i shall make time for my members.
first time, i hav to breakdown so many times in a day.
my current schedule:
1) peace proposal forum
2) run for peace exhi
3) weekly meetings on wed
4) prep meets
5) work
6) cant think of one now.
comrades, are you ready?
let's look forward.
7.12.10
5.10.10
Updates ;D
time for some updates and records of meaningful events.
Went for tadika rehearsal again,
between class and rehearsal
I DESPERATELY wanna attend class,
but i chose rehearsal as they need people.
Never a reluctance when people is in needy.
and i do know that i can cover up the syllabus myself. just more revision. hehe
And Human Revolution Exhibition deadlines.
have to find significance from 12 volumes of HR.
Constructing and composing the content of an exhibition out of 12 volumes in 10days.
Such a great challenge.
Teamwork, teamspirit, Mentor and Disciple spirit, Human Revolution,
Self-Realization (our mission), Wisdom and Knowledge, Courage, Perseverance,
Sincerity, Independent, Peace, Education etc etc etc
there are too many lessons that one can learn from this(exhibition + the books)
One will not feel it by reading or so,
one will have to STUDY and RESEARCH and DISCUSS
before one can come to a conclusion.
Also, have been attending for some meetings that are really inspiring and encouraging.
Maybe that's why i am still surviving with such heavy workloads *loves*
2weeks time to finals!!
Distinction is what i m aiming for. at least 2 out of 3 subs!!
There's another thing that i wish to do now,
Peace proposal second college tour.
Initially KBU's on 26 OCT, but postponed again :(
please, don let it stop :(
the understanding of nuclear and peace should be strengthen.
As for foodies, have been eating out alot.
bak kut teh =D
Chicken Rice for dono how many meals d
Mcd
Chocs
FAT FAT FAT. but thats the BEST WAY to release stress =D
also, with Daisaku Ikeda's guidance,
there's always hope ahead of everything.
never complaint :)
but enjoy what u are doing.
u might not get another chance for it.
*small b "assignment" time~~ ciaozzz
Went for tadika rehearsal again,
between class and rehearsal
I DESPERATELY wanna attend class,
but i chose rehearsal as they need people.
Never a reluctance when people is in needy.
and i do know that i can cover up the syllabus myself. just more revision. hehe
And Human Revolution Exhibition deadlines.
have to find significance from 12 volumes of HR.
Constructing and composing the content of an exhibition out of 12 volumes in 10days.
Such a great challenge.
Teamwork, teamspirit, Mentor and Disciple spirit, Human Revolution,
Self-Realization (our mission), Wisdom and Knowledge, Courage, Perseverance,
Sincerity, Independent, Peace, Education etc etc etc
there are too many lessons that one can learn from this(exhibition + the books)
One will not feel it by reading or so,
one will have to STUDY and RESEARCH and DISCUSS
before one can come to a conclusion.
Also, have been attending for some meetings that are really inspiring and encouraging.
Maybe that's why i am still surviving with such heavy workloads *loves*
2weeks time to finals!!
Distinction is what i m aiming for. at least 2 out of 3 subs!!
There's another thing that i wish to do now,
Peace proposal second college tour.
Initially KBU's on 26 OCT, but postponed again :(
please, don let it stop :(
the understanding of nuclear and peace should be strengthen.
As for foodies, have been eating out alot.
bak kut teh =D
Chicken Rice for dono how many meals d
Mcd
Chocs
FAT FAT FAT. but thats the BEST WAY to release stress =D
also, with Daisaku Ikeda's guidance,
there's always hope ahead of everything.
never complaint :)
but enjoy what u are doing.
u might not get another chance for it.
*small b "assignment" time~~ ciaozzz
25.9.10
Uniten World Peace Forum
WE MADE IT!
After 3months of struggles and delays. it's done.
i gain and i lose.
i am not perfect.
After 3months of struggles and delays. it's done.
i gain and i lose.
i am not perfect.
Uniten World Peace Forum
On President Ikeda's Peace Proposal 2010
our first college stop.
hope it wont be the last.
6 panels and moderator next to me in red tie.
I only slept for an hour. that explains the look.
i m missing it d.
.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.
oh. my feelings are so complicated now.
*blush*
i don compose anymore.
cuz i never get to complete one :)
shall i re-start the engines??
However, ever since i m flooded with all philosophies and teachings
I have become
almost a dead person.
Where's my creativity?
Where's my farney-ness?
Where's my childishness?!
Most importantly, where are my feelings??
I don even talk much now.
Everyone's movin on.
Despite that i am busy with many things.
but i never move on.
I still stay in the same circle.
Iamtired.
Let's delete everything. and restart ♥
thanks for those inspiring songs. ♥
I only slept for an hour. that explains the look.
i m missing it d..♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.
oh. my feelings are so complicated now.
*blush*
i don compose anymore.
cuz i never get to complete one :)
shall i re-start the engines??
However, ever since i m flooded with all philosophies and teachings
I have become
almost a dead person.
Where's my creativity?
Where's my farney-ness?
Where's my childishness?!
Most importantly, where are my feelings??
I don even talk much now.
Everyone's movin on.
Despite that i am busy with many things.
but i never move on.
I still stay in the same circle.
Iamtired.
Let's delete everything. and restart ♥
thanks for those inspiring songs. ♥
27.7.10
Clubbin no fun? : )
Went clubbing in Maison last Sat(24/7)
reached couz's home about 5am.
I dislike clubbing.
it wud seem like a joke. but no.
it's nawt : D
I LOVE dancing. even at that moment.
but maybe not there anymore.
I have learnt lots in this lesson :)
I have seen much? :) i guess.
I dislike the emptiness that comes along.
how many of you actually feel that too? : >
haha. i think only single feels that :)
so wat if u get to flirt around.
it's not what i want at least.
not anymore?
hahaha.
*focus*
reached couz's home about 5am.
I dislike clubbing.
it wud seem like a joke. but no.
it's nawt : D
I LOVE dancing. even at that moment.
but maybe not there anymore.
I have learnt lots in this lesson :)
I have seen much? :) i guess.
I dislike the emptiness that comes along.
how many of you actually feel that too? : >
haha. i think only single feels that :)
so wat if u get to flirt around.
it's not what i want at least.
not anymore?
hahaha.
*focus*
13.7.10
2 interesting updates? ♥ i think.
urgh!
it's been so long since i last blog.
still got half an hour to go for class.
tis sem is interesting.
i enjoy 2 subjects - small b & cost mgt.
they are more assignment and presentation based
and, easier.
acct theory vl later.
and it bored the hell out of US.
*mri's grinning at tis*
Updates of the most significant happening in my teen -> adult life
♥ 2010 Peace Proposal Sharing ♥
@ June 30 @ Klang
Theme : Towards an Era of Value Creation
Topics :
5 current issues that's hitting global humanity
contributive way of life
nuclear abolition
employment
empowerment of women, education for women
protection for children - the future
Before the event itself,
we have been meeting on and off for two months
having meetings back to back for the last week
struggle through. rehearsals and rehearsals
♥ That's our advisor in blue ♥
♥ rehearsal ♥
On the actual day,
there we are!!
♥ i wonder, what is the black shirt guy doing -__- ♥
he's sms-ing : >
♥ VV 's speaking! ♥
♥ Caimay's speaking. she's only 15 :> ♥
♥this guy - supposed to be giving conclusion♥
speaks longer than us : >
wturf.
haha but interesting one.
heard of "Imagine" by John Lennon?
try listen to it ;>
"I may be a dreamer, but i am not the only one. "
End. ♥
oh no. shud be to be continued.
this journey will not end here.
college tour!
oh yes!!
confirmed UNITEN on AUG 6 (Fri).
let me know if u guys are available :>
we might not do it in Metro,
instead we will do it in Taylors :/
i was so delighted when the feedback was great!
much better than i expected.
i feel entirely calm and i love to talk to the audience! lol!
it's so smoothing and the response was good.
"Efforts do pay off"
never blame how much you re doing ;)
♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥
ok. after all the stressing moment,
we had our DURIAN ROADTRIP on July 10th (sat)
we had breakfast at Jalan Alor Charn Kee.
Yummy noodles and their balls!!! BOUNCY!!
*thumbs up*
sadly, their dumplings cant make it ;/
and then, we had a drive of 2hours+
from KL ---> Bahau(negeri9)
Durians!
♥ get ready for some sweat-it-off sessions! ♥
♥ im definitely the hottest durian-pickin labor ♥
wee hee ~
i was worried.
that it hits on me and i might just mati on the spot.
i practically cover my head all the time :>
with my bare hands
later on, they said durians have eyes!!
i belif them. hehe.
♥ I found one!! kekeke! ♥
happieeee
and the best thing is
♥ I LEARNT TO BUKA DURIAN!! ♥
and VV named me a man :>
oh yes! She's the man!
oh, u have to comb them before u eat them :>
then,
we have our most exciting ever ride.
buckle up! err...
♥ VV practically help me thru the whole journey. ♥
or else, i wud hav fallen off the ride. lol!
and
WORMIES!!
♥ take 1 ♥
♥ take 2 ♥
it was harsh. :<
:)
i learnt alot.
bonds come thru hardship.
let's get some hardship together : >
*loves*
lookin forward to this sat ;>
♥ I MISS YOU CHELSEY CHEE SHEN YI!!
when's the last time i see u :(
it's been so long since i last blog.
still got half an hour to go for class.
tis sem is interesting.
i enjoy 2 subjects - small b & cost mgt.
they are more assignment and presentation based
and, easier.
acct theory vl later.
and it bored the hell out of US.
*mri's grinning at tis*
Updates of the most significant happening in my teen -> adult life
♥ 2010 Peace Proposal Sharing ♥@ June 30 @ Klang
Theme : Towards an Era of Value Creation
Topics :
5 current issues that's hitting global humanity
contributive way of life
nuclear abolition
employment
empowerment of women, education for women
protection for children - the future
Before the event itself,
we have been meeting on and off for two months
having meetings back to back for the last week
struggle through. rehearsals and rehearsals
♥ That's our advisor in blue ♥
♥ rehearsal ♥ On the actual day,
there we are!!
♥ i wonder, what is the black shirt guy doing -__- ♥he's sms-ing : >
♥ VV 's speaking! ♥
♥ Caimay's speaking. she's only 15 :> ♥
♥this guy - supposed to be giving conclusion♥speaks longer than us : >
wturf.
haha but interesting one.
heard of "Imagine" by John Lennon?
try listen to it ;>
"I may be a dreamer, but i am not the only one. "
End. ♥oh no. shud be to be continued.
this journey will not end here.
college tour!
oh yes!!
confirmed UNITEN on AUG 6 (Fri).
let me know if u guys are available :>
we might not do it in Metro,
instead we will do it in Taylors :/
i was so delighted when the feedback was great!
much better than i expected.
i feel entirely calm and i love to talk to the audience! lol!
it's so smoothing and the response was good.
"Efforts do pay off"
never blame how much you re doing ;)
♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥.♥
ok. after all the stressing moment,
we had our DURIAN ROADTRIP on July 10th (sat)
we had breakfast at Jalan Alor Charn Kee.
Yummy noodles and their balls!!! BOUNCY!!
*thumbs up*
sadly, their dumplings cant make it ;/
and then, we had a drive of 2hours+
from KL ---> Bahau(negeri9)
Durians!
♥ get ready for some sweat-it-off sessions! ♥
♥ im definitely the hottest durian-pickin labor ♥wee hee ~
i was worried.
that it hits on me and i might just mati on the spot.
i practically cover my head all the time :>
with my bare hands
later on, they said durians have eyes!!
i belif them. hehe.
♥ I found one!! kekeke! ♥happieeee
and the best thing is
♥ I LEARNT TO BUKA DURIAN!! ♥and VV named me a man :>
oh yes! She's the man!
oh, u have to comb them before u eat them :>then,
we have our most exciting ever ride.
buckle up! err...
♥ VV practically help me thru the whole journey. ♥or else, i wud hav fallen off the ride. lol!
and
WORMIES!!
♥ take 1 ♥
♥ take 2 ♥
it was harsh. :<:)
i learnt alot.
bonds come thru hardship.
let's get some hardship together : >
*loves*
lookin forward to this sat ;>
♥ I MISS YOU CHELSEY CHEE SHEN YI!!
when's the last time i see u :(
25.6.10
giving up.
i have always been comfortable doing assignment, doing things alone.
i feel that,that's always the most efficient and time-saving ways.
i still think so now :)
but, something has changed.
no doubt, doing things in group, discussions and brainstorming etc
takes LOTSA time.
but, the process of striving to hit the point! together
is satisfying.
the product of the combined hardwork/effort!!
gives sooo much accomplishment and satisfaction.
but, life always up and down isnt it?
and same here.
firstly, everyone is like...a shattered puzzle.
after a session of crying and releasing and all.
i feel the strength, the unity.
the day after that was really GREAT!!
everyone clicks!
of cuz, with a great KICK START of Chanting!
once that we tot everything is done!
happily ever after....
miserables struck upon.
it hurts me so much to hear that,
i wana help u so badly.
i wana help u to feel it.
and, i realize. the more i push it, the more it goes away.
and scripts keep changing and changing and changing.
i got SO FED UP then.
plus, jagjit's asking me to change and change the invitation card for him.
these few days, i m out. from morning till late nite.
and sleep for 4/5 hours.
I TOT OF GIVING UP.
i tot of not doing editing and just let it be.
let others do it.
wait and we shall see what happen.
i got so pessimistic!
but, after talking to others about it.
to the team members,
i realized,
what we nid is to focus!
HERE AND NOW.
the past is good, we came up with the baby of ours.
we could treasure it.
but to make things better and best!
we shall always look for improvement.
after reconsidering with open heart,
i realized there's still imperfection.
i am willing to let go of how fond i m to the past,
and move on with everyone for the better!!
we all wants to convey the idea of peace! to everyone!
how to achieve it!
together, we strive for the better.
*sharing till here*
7.6.10
Hakuouki Zuisouroku ♥ Anime.
Is it lame?
Im addicted to Anime recently.
Re-watch One Piece.
Angel Beats.
Hakuouki Zuisouroku
they are just so Man-ly.♥ 
I spend the whole midnight watching dis.
and craving for the new uploads!! fast!!
3.6.10
Meringue!
Meringue with whipped cream & fruits toppings.
My first attempt at home.
Second attempt.
i think,
the first one LOOKS nicer.
the second one TASTE crispier.
yay!
the sec one's for a girl's bday.
Rachel!
Glad that she's as surprised as i was last week :)
and she took a pic of me!
so sweet ♥
today's discussion for peace proposal is not as relax as last week.
more tensity as we touch on nuclear issue.
lotsa terms and statutes.
hope that everyone is able to gone thru it tis sun.
Nevertheless, script deadline sat.
urgh.
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Quotes By Anna Strong
To fall in love is easy, even to remain in it is not difficult;
Our human loneliness is cause enough.
But is a hard quest worth making to find a comrade through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be.
Kids' Art Workshop!
Art Workshop for Kids!!
By Mrithula.
Do help to promote promote k :)
Chels, mayb can help to spread to the kids in Kumon? hehe
Chian, mayb kids at ur place?
I will be there helping out as well :)
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Books that im currently diving in.
Both teach about how to create a society of peace and coexistence
through dialogues and negotiations
enshrining the good nature in us.
by eliminating the "invisible arrow"/prejudice.
treating everyone equally.
Interesting line from Dialogue :
No life is free from suffering in one form or another.
Facing up to that suffering with perseverence is what
Facing up to that suffering with perseverence is what
strengthens & polishes our character.
*suffering here means problems.
2.6.10
No chocs. ♥ JH walks!
Say No to Chocs!!
these are chocs that are tempting me currently.
but I don really favor Rocher.
no idea.
I ♥ tis !
the packaging - so lovely!
and it's clover!!
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Today's Lunch
Tofu soup again.
with sausages,vege & 3 tbls of rice =D
TMR will attempt making Meringue again :)
hope to be a success tis time!
with Love. ^^
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Jia Hao learns to walk!
yeshh! he walks! on his 1st day of being 1tahun!
*claps*
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Tod
In all things, Wisdom is the key to victory.
A wise person can make the best use of everything.
He can make the first strike.
He can see the opportunities and take advantage of them.
He can change negative into positive.
Power may be limited, but wisdom is limitless.
1.6.10
HUBBY'S 1st Bday Celebration!! ♥
Something to share about tonight's surprising attack!
Receive a call dis morning to find narrator for an art exhibition.
Urgent!!
Briefing tonight at klang.
There are 2 main problems :
1) Human Resources
- solved. thanks to the support of the members!
- solved. thanks to the support of the members!
2) Transportations
- solved. after struggles and all, manage to solve transportation for everyone.
- solved. after struggles and all, manage to solve transportation for everyone.
HAP-PIE!
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YESH! It's Jia Hao's Birthday today!!
And i have made the meringue with whipped cream toppings
Too bad babies cant eat creams.
will get stomach-ache
It taste really awesoomemeeee!!
but sth's not right with the cream. lolx!!
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Updating my cooking of Healthy Soup With Tomato!
and also the making of the meringue!!
refer to healthy diet page =)
TODAY'S GUIDANCE
With the spirit of each day scalling a new mountain,
crossing a new ocean and discovering a new continent,
I hope that through your new discoveries and thrilling experiences
you will draw your own magnificient map of the world
in the depths of your life.
Make the most of your time by throwing yourself
into everything with high spirits.
Enjoi!
31.5.10
♥ Daily Guidance No.2 - Courage & JH Nappin ♥
was trying to make him sleep.
sing him a lullaby then
*sucky & suka-suka hum-ming*
end up,
dad fall asleep instead =)
HAHAHAHA!
backbone is stil aching.
but the blue-black sudah gone after urut-ing it.
hope i m not awake one day.
and find myself paralyze :(
I still want to Dance.
TODAY'S GUIDANCE
What is most important in one's practice of faith?
It is. to have courage.
Courage is the source of justice, happiness, comradeship and benefit.
30.5.10
Daily Guidance No.1
before signing off to bed, updates!
i spend another night not doing work again.
tmr is deadline liao. not even a single word. lol.
kill me.
work tomorrow will be accompanied by Anlene company spy.
YES SPY. hope everything's fine ba.
will start reading sensei's guidance each day. one.
today's ->
oh yess, i am always a person who decides in rush.
maybe sensei's right.
*sensei = mentor.
i spend another night not doing work again.
tmr is deadline liao. not even a single word. lol.
kill me.
work tomorrow will be accompanied by Anlene company spy.
YES SPY. hope everything's fine ba.
will start reading sensei's guidance each day. one.
today's ->
day by day, flowers boom, tress grow.
So do Human.
With hope, with happiness, create your destiny.
remember, not to hurry. be patient.
oh yess, i am always a person who decides in rush.
maybe sensei's right.
*sensei = mentor.
27.5.10
Enuff!
i have deleted the previous post :D
cuz, i realized that.
enuff of shouting and complaining.
ha ha ha ha.
tmr's DESSERT TIME!!!
cuz, i realized that.
enuff of shouting and complaining.
ha ha ha ha.
tmr's DESSERT TIME!!!
26.5.10
loves!
HAHAHAHA!
i am back to happy state again!
i found a solution to cheer myself up d :D
which is.
well, rmb those vids & pix we took?
Funny !!
hahahah!
*lovs*
24.5.10
Shop.
Thurs noon.
Went to shop with Chex.
Nothing much.
Dress, Hairband, Nailpolish, Shades
Costs RM90.
love it lots =)
Thanks Chex for the great taste!!
bought some yummies for night meeting as well :D
Hav u tried Cadbury Boost?!
YUMMAY!!
it's a whole stick of CHOC!!
*likes*
Current To-Do List
current to-do-list:
1) finish up peace proposal
2) Make Meringue for Beat and also myself *loves*
3) teach Billy River Flows In You.
4) Interview
5) Work @Fri, Sat, Sun for 2 weeks
6) Meetingsssssss...
6) Meetingsssssss...
7) Piano.
planning to take up the narrator position for exhibition too.
or shall nt?
FRI & SUN
MUAHAHAHA!!
so yes.
so yes.
never phail to make my day.
love to crap
love to talk dirty
laugh like nobody's business.
Back from SS2 Gei Tak Sek Desert Shop
& Drink @ Station1 in Taipan.
so yes, that's about it for today :)
On Fri,
the bunch of monkey
went The Curve lo
Apartment :)
I love tis pic they use.
lovely ~_~
aiks. it's hein~
prefer TB tho. o(~_~)o
the 3 ladies.
beatsy's classic lips-pouting look.
be imaginary peeps.
...i realy regretted that ribbon thing on my head.
i wil give it away to my hairstylist fren. -___-
tis is the only pic where i am satisfied cuz I look pretty fair and less chubby :)
am glad that jon actually gain weight :D
keep it up!!
PS words :
PS words :
thanks peeps i really enjoyed the food :)
gracia~!
and sorry that i wasnt really in the mood.
muahaha..mayb am too tired. :)
TC PEEPS
*heartz* you guys always despite everything :)
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